Darkness

beauty amidst the darkness
brightest light to scrub my fear
stretched my hands to reach it
seems to fade as i go near

embrace me pain
despair is my only companion
strife is coming out soon
new dawn or only oblivion

enticing light, show me the truth
is it only for others you bear your fruit
i begin to love the darkness, the only thing i see
beautiful light, are you really meant for me?

The Teacher

Ray of hope now covered with dark clouds

Smile stolen, blissfulness broken

Tattered and torn by your response
A mistake not to be forgotten

The greatest teacher, you are to me

something I hoped to be
Ill stand up high like you one day
Stomping roaches along the way

Praised me well when I did it good
Feeding me spoiled and rotten food
The world is round they say

ill get on your place someday

The harder I work, the more I become you

Suffering and pain, we always do
A bright tomorrow, overwhelming promises
Shattered dreams, unguaranteed happiness

What will become of me, my great teacher
Will I break their bones till their eyes flicker?
I will surely list your sons and daughters in the training chains.
When you leave your throne and retire in flames

Silence

Up, down, up, down
Clicking them restlessly,
Tick, tock, tick, tock
Aiming arrows flawlessly.

Open, close, open, close
Windows of unimaginable future,
Ding, dong, ding, dong
Living an alternate nature.
Reading, stopping, blinking, staring
Writings i never understood,
Thinking, waiting, missing, blaming
With cold plate of stale food.

Smiling, weeping, laughing, dropping
Duality of my cries,
Memories we shared together
Tears flowing from my eyes.

Angels bleed, angels crawl, angels fly every fall
How are you, where are you stalled?
When did you decide, what do you want to do?
Im asking you, who am i to you?

Chains

The first time my eyes opened, i saw your face
as i laid beside my siblings, close to mother's breasts,
your sweet scent i have never forgotten...
...and then, you carried me away from them.


To a far land you had taken me,
timely cuddles and kisses, hugs and caresses
a house away from home
a new family to love and call my own.


I smell your swift march in the morning
and cried when you left without a trace,
cant wait to see you again at sundown
to have your treats, to kiss your face


You sacrificed a lot, i know you did
even if you didnt say a word i sensed it,
i hate to see your sad lonely eyes
can i carry your burden and do your cries?

The Journey

Gliding through the wind
I see your smile behind the shadows
A warm embrace for my cold heart
Binded by ropes of truth, from the start.

The ripples journey to the sea
Holding hands we float, united
With only stars to guide our path
Walked the sands of time, we departed.

You asked me where to go
I said I dont know
You decide, dont take long...
...coz right here with you is where I belong.

Home is where you are
Comfort is when you are near
Happiness is how I feel
Being apart is what I fear.

Remember that the week has gone past us
Freedom is now further away from my grasp
We need great strength  to slay the dragons
They will tear the cord soon.

Maria

Bore the five crosses that burdened me
Given me six breads for my thirsts
Brewed me potions to keep me alive
Perhaps, another will to survive.


Standing by the window, you reached for me
Looked at me through the heavens
Holding clay bricks, i think of you
Relaxing fountains and water curtains.


Never expected you to bite the apple
Weeks of nightmares and days of drought
Spawn of hope killed by mistrust
An hour of struggle in a box of blood.


Sickened with anger, I did the same
Body plagued by the venomous bane
Needed something you cannot give
Burnt ashes of faith, it became.

The Mirror

Cold palms on my eyes
Take away the warmth inside
Can still smell pain’s presence in the air
Broken mirror left in the shade


Torment of the fourth came
Tiny needles pricked my fire
Not done, just go back to sleep
Slapped me through the wire


I shouldn’t feel that way
Not planned, don’t make a sound
Greater mishaps came before you
I thought, on a rock my house was bound


Innocence in a cradle…
…Below the shadow of a wolf
Cries of fear or are they howling together
Singing songs of lust

The Moon

Getting tired and weary
As darkness hid my path
I cant see, still i walk
Hoping to reach you, hear my thoughts


Crumpled papers on the floor
Doubts and fears dance with silence
Water from lonely eyes, streams
Filling up the emptiness within


Thwarting obstruction keeps up apart
Bittersweet thorns of life
The truth, you wont care to see
Observed only the shadow of the tree


Though the glass, i see you
The best time of the day of strains
Ignored and muted my voice sent to the air
You seem not to care

Thoughts of Sadness (The Encounter Aftermath)

it was Destiny to see the feather
of true Happiness under the weather
though Tainted and Scarred by the past
still fits Perfectly together


fake Eyes pierced through me
no more Thrash bins to throw my butts
like Caramel sundaes or Water
Alcohol Scents on flowing clouds


Peppermints on the tip
Blackish-pink, pinkish-black umbrellas
cold Ice on our lips
Chicken shots for the fella


Arm-hugging and Slow dance
things that taught me to be Patient:
Two hours allowance feels like a minute
Frustrations beaten when I see you Coming

Wishing for an Angel

wish an angel would drop down from the sky
ill fix her wings and help her fly
will pick her up when she falls
never ever let her crawl


we'll chase the winds, through storm's brawl
be safe with me against thunder's roar
we'll glide around the sky so wide
we'll fear no one, and we'll never hide


through thick and thin forever we'll be
atop alps so high, within deep blue sea
we'll never change, we'll never cry
let dreams come true, forever we'll smile


when there is love and dreams come true,
ill wake up soon, never be blue
to see her face, to watch it glow
we'll witness the day, when grass will grow

The Garden

a bud from the wild
took it and panted in my yard,
innocent and real
happiness to a bard.


leaves glowing then
cared for it, and saw it bloom,
she grew as i wished for
a beautiful flower but filled with gloom...


coz a golden seed fell
right next to it,
from a hungry bird,
who dropped and never noticed it...


couldnt do a thing,
left it grow,
with spikes of gold,
i cant just plow.